Capturing Every Moments

rebirth.

2012-01-15T06:33:00.002+08:00

the shing ness is back!

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like anyone would care. *crickets.mp3
but(!) i'm blogging out of boredom and out of promises.

life after spm definitely felt good. i went out like almost everyday. no joke. i had wedding dinners, parties, holidays, family gatherings, trips, shopping days, yamcha sessions and yada yada da to attend. my december schedule is like .. FULLY booked. again, no joke.

I'm thinking december is my favorite month of the year, yes? :) i seriously felt and feel blessed by the blessings from my family and friends. it wouldn't have been a good month if it wasn't because of them. BIG LOVE TO EVERYONE. i mean it :) oh and.. i spent too much :/

moving on,
i'm too lazy to type about december. but... i will blog about january 2012. 2nd of january to be precise. the day when i left Malaysia to study abroad.

and now it's already the 14th. time to buy a time machine.

anyway, life's been pretty good here. really peaceful and quiet. made some pretty good bunch of cute friends. the food is really good too. ergo, i'm putting on weight. D; they had like ZE BEST sausages and chips.

my dad saw me and said, "EAT EAT EAT. every time i see you eating!"

sigh. i don't know why i get so hungry these days. must be the weather. speaking of which, i captured this picture in the morning. like no shit GORGEOUS.

if you notice the white thing on the grass, it's like ice. sooooooo pretty. the grass looked white in the morning.

on the other hand,
i'm growing pimples!!!!!!! sighs. i ate too many chips. because TESCO tempted me to buy at half price! the bag of chips is like the size of a bag which can carry 2 babies. ugh, wait.. bad example.

anyhoo, i have a curfew. signing out for now.

a little something.

2011-11-21T21:08:00.001+08:00

my teacher gave us a few topics to choose from so I suggested a topic, "secret" and was asked to write a paragraph of it. I wouldn't want to let my piece to just go wasted because i didn't finish on time to show it. so here goes,

"It never occurs to Jack that he'd knew something that no one should've known. It was almost midnight - the day he was sneaking up to the attic. An old shabby looking piano covered with cobwebs which is a treasure to his father's stood there; out of place. Then he saw a shadow, from the light that shone through the attic window onto a man in a wheelchair. His father said, "Tell no one, my son." "

it totally kills the suspense, no? i'm awful at writing, i know. always have known. oh well :)

He could have been me.

2011-09-13T17:32:00.002+08:00

"You ask your readers if they can account for every minute of their lives, every thought in their heads, and be proud of it. You ask them if they've never jaywalked.. never gone thirty-one miles per hour in a thirty mile zone.. if they've never sped up when they saw that yellow light.. and when you find that single, sorry person who hasn't taken a misstep, that one person with the right to judge me, you tell him he's just as human as I am. That tomorrow, his world could turn upside down and he might find himself capable of actions he'd never believed possible.. you tell him, he could have been me."

simplicity

2011-09-11T23:36:00.001+08:00

i'm proud of my new header laaa kay.

and it's a white tube dress.

it's not a towel and i'm not gonna strip k?

i just like how the plainest and the simplest things can make pictures so beautiful.

i'm not a narcissist nor am i vain.

this is my blog. i do whatever the hell with it.

capiche?

Dream Cars

2011-08-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

I've always wanted these darlings long ago.

Daihatsu Copen

Volkswagen beetle

sexy or not?

♥

Isabelli Fontana

2011-08-20T20:25:00.001+08:00

Dotted See-Through Dress.

loves. ♥

Wishful

2011-08-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

I want cendol ice from the famous store in Klang,
I want sundae ice-cream from McDees,
I want popsicles from the ice-cream man on motorcycle,
I want chocolate fudge ice-cream from Milan,
I want iced lemon tea from my fridge in the second compartment,
I want snow from the Swiss mountains.

I want rain on a hot sunny day like this.

Natasha Bedingfield - Try

And if we fight, we'll only fight for us
Might not have much
But what we got is more than enough
'Cause what we got is love

Demi Lovato - Skyscraper.

2011-08-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

Do I look old?
These were taken during when I was in Form 1.
No wonder people thought I was in college.
I LOOK OLDDDDDDD.. :'(

Maybe honesty is overvalued. What's truly priceless is picking out from a stream of falsehoods the ones you most need to hear.

Fat people complaining.

2011-08-16T21:53:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I don't know why people are condemning me of what I do to my body.
It's not like I'm trying to become a stick.
and I'm not even trying to be anorexic.
WHO WANTS TO BE ANOREXIC?!
he or she must have a major problem. physically and mentally. big time.

So there's come a time (in fact, many times) where I've been asked;
why are you on diet? Why are you not eating? why did you say you're fat?
"You're not fat."
and everyone knows that that is a lie.
nah, I'm just kidding.
I accept everyone's point of view. really :)
some people may think you're not fat even though you're like 3 sizes of a buffalo.
teehee, no hard feelings alright? i ain't pointing fingers at anyone right now.

but what I really want to say is that,
I am very well aware that I'm a very big-sized person.
No, I'm not kidding. I came from a family with huge bones. Except for my elder sister.
She's petite. But unfortunately, I'm a descendant of big bones.
Being said that,
it would be really obvious for me if I eat a lot.
ergo, I'll look fat very easily and very obviously.
that's why I have to be really careful with what I eat.

And paranoia strikes me. what if I really get fat one day?
It's in my genes. no doubt about that.
on and on my mom will tell me, "you'll get fat one day like me one. I used to be so thin like you. but look at me now!"
maybe if you listen to that every 3248720395342295 times, you'll get paranoid as well.

Furthermore, my metabolism is decreasing.
I tend to get fat easily nowadays whenever I overeat.

and when I'm on diet,
I want to achieve my weight to be 45kg. that's all.
Again, I'm not trying to be a stick. I just want to weigh less.
It makes me be more.. self secured like that. You know?
and then again,
I don't REALLY (as in, if i have another option to choose from) (no really, it's an IF thing) mind if I get fat.
I just want my chubby cheeks to go away.
All the fats should go to my chest area and butt area.
Well of course, sad to know that the fats are equally distributed to all parts of the body. ( that's what I think. may not be a fact. )
So I really don't have the choice but to eat LESS.
that way I can have much slimmer cheeks, no?

THEN AGAIN, I'm going to overseas next year.
a country where there are only two months of sun blazing to the grounds.
which is also not so predictable as it rains so often!
I'll gain weight easily(!!) because of water repellant and their big portion of food!
and you know I can't stand eating.. right??? :(
Hence, I need to maintain my weight before I'm going to become a fatso.
comprendo?

Well yes, I am very self-conscious and insecure of myself.
don't like that about me? kiss my ass then.
JOKE. :)

But really, I appreciate everyone's thoughts for caring about me.
I promise I will have breakfast and dinner. everyday!
But this, "I hate it when skinny people complain that they're fat!"
No, it doesn't work on me.
Maybe you should change it to, "I hate it when fat people complain that they're fat!"
Then i'll accept it as a fact :) teehee.

Peace Of Home

2011-08-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry for making my blog so damn depressing.
but I really want to share this video with everyone.
Home.
I know this will be like me when I leave Malaysia.
I can foresee that I will cry for a few days and fall sick after that.
I will miss home A LOT.
I'm a homey person. really :)

No sarcasm intended.
Oh well, enjoy the video. :)

Life, it turns out, goes on. There is no cosmic rule that grants you immunity from the details just because you have come face-to-face with a catastrophe.

Dream or reality?

2011-08-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

I had a dream last night.
There was three specifically.
But the other two was horrible - nightmares.
There was this guy in this dream.
I had it before. but it was long ago.
He has light blue eyes. light brown hair. and a charming smile.
we were at this beach. he was with his friends and i with mine.
i never got the chance to talk to him in the first dream.
it was love at first sight it seemed.
then i woke up.
in this second dream,
it was the same beach again.
he came up to me and we talked.
i was shy. he talked to my friends too.
it was jealousy. or so it felt like.
then i was alone. he walked towards me.
he said, "I like you."
"Me too."
"I want to see you again."
"When?"
He didn't answer.
He walked away.
I didn't get his phone number.
But the dream felt real.

Oh the longing.
I wish to meet him again.
In reality.

Does fate ever play by the rules?

When Five Fell

2011-08-11T20:31:00.004+08:00

I really like this.

There's so much meaning behind this video.

and I want to share this with everyone.

credits to WongFuProduction!

This is just genius.

If I have gained anything over these months, it is the knowledge that there is no starting over - only living with the mistakes you've made.

Lost.

2011-08-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

Guess what? I lost my phone. Like, for the first time, I lost it.
Life's been great with my baby.
I was sitting at this plane to Kuching.
Then I saw someone using the same model as mine (was).
The feeling of nostalgic so overwhelming.
It's been 2 years. How could I not?
Everything I treasured is inside that tiny little chip.
Now it's gone.

If I stole that someone's car, would I steal away his life too?

Rihanna ft Eminem - Love The Way You Lie

2011-06-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

I don't really believe in doctors.
......
............
except my elder sissy of course ... :p

Okay, let me rephrase it. I don't believe in clinic doctors.
Why? Because..
They always lie to me.

Why? Because..

During Form 3,
I came back from school feeling very dizzy. no wait, I WENT to school feeling dizzy. I have to lay on the sick bed. Every teacher will stare if they passed by -_- my teacher wouldn't allow me to go back early because I have a poetry recital and singing competition for BM week. and out of my expectation, I got 2nd! ahahaha .. Okay, back to the story. So it's like, I couldn't get up. If I sit up or stand up too long, I might have a sudden blackout. It's really scary. Your vision will turn really dark and sometimes yellow.

At night, I had a really really high fever. I feel so dead. My sissy had to carry me to my room. I practically have to crawl! I'm like a zombie. my sissy has to clean me up too. well, she's a nurse. so she knows her stuff.

Next morning, my sissy got a fever too. I feel super guilty. but she's still okay compared to me. still lying.. on my bed.. practically dead... somehow or rather :/ then in the afternoon, we found out that my brother has fever too because he drank my leftover lychee syrup -_____-

So yeah, my mom has to take care the three of us. I slept the whole day and half of the time on the sofa. till in the afternoon, my mom told me that I have to go to the hospital. because she said i looked horrendous. but i looked better after I've washed my face so we went to the clinic. Doctor gave me the medication for fever and some antibiotics.

After like, the day after, I noticed that I have red patches on my arms and my legs. I started to freak out. I looked at my sissy's.. but she doesn't have that. So I panicked and told my mom. then at night, I went to the doctor again. AND HE TOLD ME MY SKIN IS DRY! so he gave me a prescription for my skin.

but it got worse. i have rashes ALL OVER my body. I looked like a ketchup bottle! then my mom suddenly realized that all my symptoms are the caused of having measles -___- I could've a brain damage. whatthehell right? and weird enough, I clearly remembered that I have the injection for the prevention of measles. YET, i STILL have measles.

I feel so deceived. from that onwards, i lost my trust towards clinic doctors.

Why am I so confirmed that I have measles? Because I went to a small hospital. The nurses and the doctors said that I have measles.

Well, that's the first case. The other one was my skin problem. This really really freaked me out. I cried every night because of that! Now i feel so embarrassed :( but this wasn't really what I wanted to say. I still believe what that doctor said to me.

It started when I was in Form 3 ... too. I don't know when or how or what, my legs started to feel itchy. I had this HUGE bump. it's like when you got a mosquito bite. but mine just stayed there for a few days. and it got worse and worse. I didn't tell anyone about it yet at that time because I thought maybe if i put on some lotion then it will be cured. but no, it just have get itchier everyday!

I panicked when I started to have bumps ALL OVER my thighs and arms. I couldn't sleep at night because it was sooooooooooooooooooooo itchy. I wiped my thighs with warm water to reduce the itchiness. I could still remember that it was 2 in the morning. I cried and cried. I panicked that I would have scars. I chatted with Chin Wai on msn because thank God that he is still online. He assured me that I will not have scars. but I doubted him.

So i went to the dermatologist. He said it was due to stress and er.. heredity?? I think. but I forgot. so he gave me the prescriptions so I have to washed my skin with a purple liquid (which I don't mind. I mean, come on, it's purpleee :] ) So yeahh, the liquid thing didn't really work out that well. but it slowly recovered. some of the bumps slowly disappeared :) i felt sooooo glad about it. oh well, Chin Wai was right. I didn't have a scar :)

anyhoo, my stress was NOT due to PMR, seriously. that's what my mom told to everyone -__- it was due to some really nonsense drama(s) that i don't want to talk about. it was hell. nuff said.

It looked terrible than the picture. The lighting made it look 'mehhhh' only. It was really suffering :(

"An item that looks perfectly normal on the surface might only be disguised."

Daydream.

2011-06-08T22:45:00.001+08:00

7th June, 3.45PM London Time.

I have another offer. And it is making me more undecided.

I wish I could be like a trachymene flower.

I'll just be on a stem being pretty all the time till somehow or rather I wilt and die.

and would still be happy because I face death before I turn ugly.

Girly moment.

2011-06-07T20:06:00.000+08:00

Because sometimes, a girl gotta do what they gotta do ...

Click on the picture to see it clearly :D

My first time doing nail arts okay. Don't play play.

Ciara - Gifted

She fine but I'm gifted,
Boy watch what I can do with this.

small eyes, big words.

2011-06-05T20:44:00.000+08:00

Alright. I've changed my fonts.

Because I remember someone telling me that I have the smallest font.

You need bigger glasses yo!

Hinder - What ya gonna do.

What ya gonna do
When the whiskey ain't working no more?
Life don't feel like before
What ya gonna do?

Testimony.

2011-06-05T15:04:00.001+08:00

I believe that every single thing that happened, happened for a reason.

We, my classmates and I (let's not specify any names because we all helped to make this happen, aight?) planned to do a charity on Valentine's Day. After all the hassles, barriers and what-not, we have managed to collect RM7xx which was, surprisingly good for our first time.Though we could collect more if it wasn't for..

ANYHOO, the money we collected was to be donated to an orphanage in Subang. Again, after all the procedures, the delays, we finally settle on a date for the orphanage. We planned, we discussed, we volunteered. It was all good.

Finally, the day came. We were greeted warmly by the housemothers. The kids are lovely. Some of them were shy at first, but slowly each of us got closer to them.

I'm not going to drag this whole thing. But what I really wanted to highlight is, when we were having the .. whatdoyoucallthat.. cheque ceremony (?), the owner of the house gave a short speech. He said that they prayed for the money to buy a water filter/pump (which cost a lot) and to repair the air-cond. He was grateful for our donation.

Then I was like, "God is great." The money came on the right time for the people who needed help. God is there to guide us and God answered their prayers. It was God's blessing. I was so touched. I felt God was right there at that moment.

"Do not forget to do good and to share with others, for with such sacrifices God is pleased." - Hebrews 13:16

The irony in life is that you receive what you give. What you give, you receive. We gave our blessings, and we received a whole lot of experience and we get to use this for our Moral folio.

God is so awesome. Amen.

the happy family :)

Teenage Angst.

2011-06-04T19:35:00.001+08:00

Wednesday, 1st June 2011 at 12:14 PM London Time.

I've received my acceptance mail. I could never be any happier than that. I never thought such a thing would happen to me. But it's real. I've refreshed the page and reread it 19346328756132 times. It's still there.

Nevertheless, I find it hard to believe that I'm really leaving.

and then there are these questions that are clouding up my mind; Am I still making the right choice? Is this what I really want? Seriously, I don't know. I don't want to make the wrong decision. I don't like the feeling of regret. Then again, I still have to make up my mind. Choosing a path that determines where I stand in future. (If we're still here in 2012 that is.)

I'm not sure whether it's right or wrong. To follow or ignore. To accept or decline. But what I really want to say is, I'm going. I'm really leaving. And that is my choice.

One time is all it takes.

PS : I edited that picture using Photoshop. Compliment on it please. Say that I'm gooooood in Photoshop. Even though it's like, 3/4 years ago? SAY IT :)

I just had to..

2011-05-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

Do you guys feel that whenever you wanna blog about something and if you start to blog about it and it never comes out and you'll get frustrated and you'll end up blogging about nothing?

Yeah. You get the drift.

Is it right to close one cycle of pain if it only opens up another one?

Change

2011-04-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

I SERIOUSLY WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOG LAYOUT.

it's getting extremely ugly by the minute.

I have some crazy ideas on my mind.

but it needs time :(

this is getting depressing.

I need readers to COMMENT on my blog.

at least a HI will do.

no? no?

yes??

no?

ok.

my life is depressing already anyways.

*shrugs

PS : Here are some (when i say some, it means just one) sneak peeks from my trip to Turkey! :)

I'll blog about it. soon. i hope. teehee.

And all these masks we wore;
We never knew what we had in store

Something more - Secondhand Serenade

Ceng Beng Festival

2011-04-01T19:27:00.002+08:00

Dad & Mum : *talking about 清明节..

Mum : Last time don't know why they wanted to separate their graves. It's so troublesome when you want to visit their graves.

Dad : It's okay what. Now different already. Now got INTERNET! Can use Skype and all that.

Me : -____________-

Time to decide

2011-03-20T18:09:00.000+08:00

Yes well, i think i can make this as a tradition. I noticed that every time when my examinations are near, i will simply rant about it in my blog. True? Yeap, very.

anyhow, my blog is my way of expressing and letting out my thoughts. I have consulted my parents. but it's not enough to convince myself.

The thing is, I went to UK Education Fair today at KLCC. And i have been dreading this. Going to an education fair means, you're graduating from high school and deciding which path you want to take for your future. and I, DREAD for my future.

It scares me to think that I'm finally growing up and meeting the world at a wider angle.

Going to UK has always been my destination since young. But to think about it right now, and asking information from school and colleges during the education fair makes me feel really terrified and confused.

I don't know about any of you but I can't just leave home and go somewhere so foreign. Adding to the fact that, none of your dearest people will be around you.

I have been ranting and letting out all of my worries to my parents on the way home. I'm so undecided and this feel very rushed to me. They said, "no matter when or how, you're gonna take your A-levels anyway."

Gawd I'm so pressured. The intake is in January. Some of the students might already be familiar with each other. What if I would not fit in? What if I got cast out because I'm too stupid to cope up with their syllabus? What if I fall sick every time i think of home? What ifs..

But then again, the principal only chooses the good ones. What if I can't get in? It's a really big possibility that i might fail everything. and that again is pressurizing me more. I need to get good school results to fill in the forms and send it to the principal.

He already had some skepticism in me when i answered him that i'm not that good in speaking. which i'm too stupid enough to answer that. I should have said I'm not good in public speaking not communication wise.

In addition, I'm still in a big dilemma. It's either I take Business or Dentistry. which for me, i'm not interested in the both but it's the both best choice i've got. If i had a choice, I want to go to University of the Arts London, where i can learn about fashion, designing, musics and whatnots. but that's like, 1 out of 100 percent of my chance.

So yeah, after all the thoughts and cracking my head up, the wise choice is that I get good results for this term examination. and if my results are surprisingly good, then i'm going to crack my head again to think whether it's business or dentistry and then submit the form.

wish me luck ;/

Valentines - Jim Brickman

2011-02-22T19:51:00.001+08:00

You told me it doesn't have to be valentines to give me flowers;
because you said i'm your petunia.
Or give me chocolates;
because you told me I'm sweet enough.
And you told me valentines day doesn't matter;
because you said everyday is valentines when i'm with you. ♥

Happy Belated Valentines!

whatever, it's still valentines to me :)

PS : You're still a jerk. for making me fall for you.

Iyaz - Take Your Breath Away

2011-02-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

my love for cookie monster ♥

my love for giraffes ♥

Haha too much?

Natives land.

2010-12-24T00:24:00.003+08:00

As I was ranting much on my twitter and facebook, some of you should know that I've gone to Mulu, Sarawak for my holidays. Three days two nights. Just me and my mom. Aah, the mother and daughter bonding time :) [well, if you count the time when we squabble about little things.] joke. We had lots of fun seriously. We had our heart-to-heart conversations and yadda yadda.. kay, I shouldn't bore you guys. So yeah,

Day 1
We had to change flights to Mulu. there's hot caucasians! And .. one of them bumped into me even though there's freaking lots of space and it's clear that I was standing there. (something to be proud on okay. maybe he did that on purpose lor HAHAHA another joke.) Anyway, we boarded on this CUTE little aeroplane to Mulu.

CUTE, no? The only entrance is at ze butt. and my head almost touched the ceiling. Lucas was our Penan tour guide. We got this ride on a safari-look alike vehicle to our resort. Mind you, I got to ride many types of vehicles there. and my room is SOOOO far away from the lobby. I'm guessing 1km distance seriously. and ze worst thing was we got lost 323423750 times.

Big cosy room :)

say, it's not bad. There's air cond.

haha if you guys think i really camped in the rainforest, then you're out of your minds.

i was just ONLY ranting about how miserable I was when there's no line on my phone.

gotcha :p

my chao-tut face.

(with canon)

Outfit for ze day for rainforest trekking.
(with nokia)

i found a bat outside my room! :)

the 1km walk.

After stopping by our resort, we're off to Lang cave and Deer cave! :)

Have to walk across this suspended bridge to get to National Park. Then out of nowhere this native guy behind me purposely shake the bridge and I had a hard time balancing myself (he was practically laughing his ass off) and he was like, "Jangan takut" -__- how about I did that to you *show fists™

Trees...

more trees..

Don't you just love trees?

finally, an insect! :)

Lucas saw this immediately (Y)

Did cha notice ze roots? sibeh cool hor.

Yeap, all the way. to and fro. total 9km

Then at last, we've reached the bat observatory.

We went to Lang cave first :)

I forgot what are those called. It's some thing similarly to glow worms.

All the way we saw pretty stalagmites and stalactites (Y)

Then we went to Deer cave.

it's called the deer cave because apparently there's lots of deers

that went inside to find food.

(GUESS WHAT FOOD IS THAT!)

LOOK! HUGE CRICKET!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. I ALMOST ROFLMAO-ED

ABRAHAM LINCOLN FTW !!! ;D

all sweaty.

Here's some souvenirs for you lot.

Shit on my shoes.

they're called guano.

Deer EATS guano.

the deer cave is pretty much a HUGE HOLE.
full of GUANO and the smell.

This scene reminds me of 'Wrong Turn 2'.
All the way I hoped it DOES NOT happen in the movie.
I was damn scared that the cannibals might come out out of nowhere and chop me into half. D;
I'm paranoid I know :)

groups waiting for the bats to come out of deer cave at the bat observatory.

Do not be fooled by the entrance -_-
the bats did not come out by that entrance.
and it was awesomee.. we waited until 6.50pm and all the bats came flying out!
I had some awesome videos on that.

Sitting under the shelter like this. then everyone followed suit -__-

I'm a messy eater ;)
those are watermelon seeds fyi.
while eating, there's a cultural show going on
i wasn't paying much attention to them tho because i was toying with my camera.
the show ended and they're bidding everyone goodnight.
then this emcee, out of the sudden, shouted GOODNIGHT at my ears WITH the mike
-________-
i nearly drop my camera.

(PS : I sprained my ankle.)

DAY 2

Apparently, we don't have to walk that much! :)
I seriously enjoyed the ride on the longboat.
But it only lasted for about 30mins :(

Lucas kept blocking my view -_-
somehow he reminds me of Haziq. the way he spoke lol :)

Our first stop!

the longhouse got burnt just a few days before we arrived.

suckkks :(

Lucas's village!!

Next stop is the Wind cave.

the wind cave is soo pretty.
it's called the wind cave because there's wind blowing inside.
there's a king chamber inside .
I'm the queen. dohh.

Coffee break :)
my hair is hideous.

Next is shit.. i forgot what's the name of the cave.
Ah, okay I remembered.
The Clearwater cave!

the 200 steps.

this is the only cave i saw that has plants growing.

and the plants is so cute.

it has 1 stem and 1 leaf. that's all

YES, I CALL THAT CUTE ;D

It has a river inside the cave. It's SOOO nice :)
we get to swim inside.
but only thing is, it's freezing cold.
and i didn't have my swimming suit with me.
so..
i only get to watch hot guys swimming :D
how i wished to be that kid who gets a piggyback on ze hot guy in the water.
heh joke. i'm not that despo.

I saw this thing everywhere in the resort.

RAJA BROOKE! :) so pretty.

and we get free afternoon for the day.
so..
I went for ROCK CLIMBING!!!
i had it in mind before going to Mulu.
but i didn't think i get to climb the natural rocks.
and yeah, i DID b*tches! \m/
when I book for the time, the workers in charged thought i was joking.
they even asked me to see the wall first but i didn't. heh

Yeap. that's the wall.
I got this cute instructor. (not that he was instructing me -_-)
I have to climb it all alone.
at least, some instructors they'll show you the next step with the red laser thingy
he did nothing but tug me up.
so yeah, if i'm not mistaken, he's name is Pepe or Pipi. LOL

Getting ready.
I was really nervous.
Some people are looking at me because it's a rare thing that happened.
the worker said only 1, 2 or 3 person a month went for rock climbing.
he even threatened to tie me up there and walk off -__-
i'm starting to think the natives all hates me

Taking the first step.

I look manly here. HAHA

fulamakkk. i can't stop staring at myself.

Wow, did you see that?
Did you see my muscles?
Bet you don't have that do you? DO YOU!? :D

Wow, just WOW.

Halfway there.
because i'm still awesome \m/

I think i slipped at this point.
this was round 2.
I got mad tired. I couldn't find anything to hold.
i regret i didn't cut my nails.
and it's mad dirty up there. there are insects flying around and spiderwebs. ew.
and i accidentally touched something gooey. double ew.

I was practically swinging to every direction when i slipped.
and at that point i got myself injured.
still awesome \m/

After getting injured, i tried for another round.
i was getting at it but i got very tired and quit.
it took me 20 mins for three rounds and i have 25 more mins to go.
BUT..

they wanted my name for completing the course!
my hands were so numb that my mom has to help me write.
woots. lol who cares whether i completed the course as long as i got a certificate ;p
i was supposed to find and ring a bell to complete the wall.
but i'm too AWESOME for that. thats why.
\m/

i sweat more than i peed.

ouch, my ribs.
and i found a lot of scratches on my legs and arms.
it was so hard to shower that night.
my wound kept bleeding.
i stained all the towels.
I even stained the bedsheets and the pillows :/
I think i can conclude that I'm not afraid of my own blood heh :)

PS : IT'S NOT A SANITARY PAD, AURELIA!! :/

this spider crawled on my body
(bet it's from the rocks)
i freaked out and squashed it with a booklet.

and i found bruises too.

i'm proud to present my certificate.
TEEHEE
( PS : the guy in that certificate is PEPE/PIPI. it's the HARDEST wall to climb. He looks so muscular there )

DAY 3

My mom wanted to go for the SKYWALK since we're already there.
might as well try it :)
little did I know that ze hot guy is going too! :D
he's a New Yorker.
and there's some Canadians and someone from Burma.
our tour guide was Ismail.

I was hoping there are bears!!
or any animals..
unfortunately, all i can see was TREES.

the skywalk! or also known as canopy walk.

Saw anything in that picture?
no, it's not an earthworm.
it's not dirt either.
it's a !$@#!$@% tiger leech.
why the !%@$!%?
BECAUSE THAT !@%$!%#$ LEECH JUMPED ONTO MY FOURTH (YES I COUNTED) FINGER.
oh, there i was.. minding my own business. staring at the leaves.
and out of the sudden, i felt something long, sticky.. and just ew.
yes, I screamed. because i couldn't get it off. i looked like a mad cow.
i totally embarrassed myself in front of everyone..
till i managed to calm down A BIT and let Ismail take it off for me.
before that, he told us about two types of leeches. and blardy hell, i actually believed that he said the tiger leeches will inject poison and you will die immediately.
( i just googled. there's no such poison at all -___- and the leeches actually 'somersault' towards their prey as they can sense the heat )
the Canadian uncle said, "to overcome your fear of leeches, you wait till it lets go."
WHATTT?!?!? YOU KIDDING ME -___-

the Canadian uncle finally found mushrooms.
all the way he was asking whether there's mushrooms or not -__-
and weird thing though, aren't mushrooms saprophytes?
why is it growing on a living tree then? aha!

sorry about the blurness. that's why sometimes i hate using the Canon.
something wrong with it.
anyway, that's the only petrol station LOL cute right?

After washing up, we checked out and waited for our flight.
we reached safely at Miri. Finally my phone has connection again.
Stupid DiGi. kononnya I will follow you.
then the transit flight to Kuching got delayed :(
when we reached KLIA..
the landing was so bad! I was sleeping and I jumped right out of my seat when we landed.
thank goodness for safety belts. and thank God i didn't shriek :/

overall, I had fun :)
I think I'm adapting myself as a Tarzan right now
AAAAAHHH AAAHH AAHH.
hmm, I was trying to do the Tarzan sound thingy. But it sounds like I'm moaning -__-
PHAIL.

Violin.

2010-10-16T18:36:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! :)
How's life? Good? Awesome? Nice? Boring? Dreadful? Horrible...?

OMG I HAD THE WORST CLASS EVER. IT WAS HORRIBLE. IT FELT LIKE.. LIKE.... LOVE.

[Ignore this post if possible. Cause it's gonna be a boring one :) ]

okay I should probably start from the beginning. As you all know or don't know, I'm a violinist (ahem). A completely noob one as I realized today. So yeah, my teacher (a 'she') quit her job and opened a new music centre by herself.

At first, she personally invited me to her music centre. because that day I was on an impromptu duet with her. & I rocked (ahem). It was really fast and quick. Plus, it's something that I've never seen before and I played it well. It felt kinda good. She was also very impressed so she invited me to her centre. But I gave her a maybe.
So now my class had changed to a Saturday. which I don't like. But I had no choice because the new teacher only comes on a Saturday. Which is, today.

I was really nervous at first. I was wondering who's going to be my teacher. and I sincerely hope it's a guy teacher. So yeah, I reached there on time and waited for my turn cause there's another student there. My class is 10 minutes late. And they (employees working there) told me to knock on the door. To my disappointment, I saw a lady :( damn.

THEN, I looked inside, there i saw a guy sitting in the corner with a laptop and a violin on the table. I was happy back again. hohoho :) So we greeted and he asked me some questions and typed in his laptop. -__- He's quite cute tho :) ANYWAYS, he asked me to tune my violin and shit, the rosin flew all over my violin -__- I put TOOOO MUCH rosin on my bow, ftw. I hope he didn't realized that.

After tuning, he started off with the most basic thing, the bow. He said my gripping technique is wrong so he taught me his technique. It took me awhile and failed miserably. I was too stiff. Soon, he gave up and asked me to learn this technique at home. rolfmao. That's how noob I am :(

After that, he asked me about my violin. I was like, shit. I didn't practice for such a long time -__- He asked me to play my scales and asked whether which exam I took. When I answered, he was like, "Oh! The Royal School of Music (something like that). That's even better!" Double shit.

So it was D major. I was hesitating. Then I played halfway and stopped. I forgot whether it's a C sharp or C natural. He's like, "Correct correct! Go on!" So I played. twice. Then he moved on to my music book.
Triple shit. He ASKED me to play the ones I am familiar with because he wanted to know how good I am.

I was like, "Er, I don't know which." So he randomly choose an A major scale. and said, "Play that for me and treat me like I'm not there." Then he quickly sat down and faced the wall. ROFLMAO. SO CUTE! (ahem) Anyways, I already had trouble with the first note -_- I hate G-string. (The strings on the violin not the G-string you guys thinking of.)

I was hesitating a lot so he took his violin and played with me. Then it went smoothly. but quite bising lar when I played the wrong note and I kept hitting his violin. Lol, excuse my super long arms :D Niways, I guess a good violinist has rights to show off. I felt like a dungu standing there gawking at his performance. Then someone go snap pictures of him -__-

So yeah, it was time. I was sooooo reluctant to go. I want to learn more. He made me love my violin once again. I felt guilty not playing my violin. thinking that I can do impromptus at class. and he proved me wrong. :(

I love you, my violin :):) I swear I will play with you. I swear that I will never slack again.

PS : I hope I bumped into my teacher on next Saturday at the Japanese orchestra that I'm going! :):)
PPS : I can't wait to go for the next class! :))
PPPS : False alarm. He's not an American. He's an Asian that speaks fluent Chinese that just came back from America. Fml.
PPPPS : At least he plays the orchestra! (I think) :):)

What happened?

2010-10-12T20:58:00.002+08:00

I'm dying.

.
.
.

I'm serious. I have ~~cancer~~ exams starting from next week! I don't even have time (blogging and tweeting is exceptional) to study or revise. I did my assessments badly. I failed Chemistry again. I repeat, AGAIN with caps. I have bloody lots of things to do and it's so much near the exams. You tell me how to study like that? I'm under so much pressure right now. Seriously. Not.

I mean yeah, a bit I guess. I'm worried that I will get low marks. I don't want a B or C on my report. An A- would be good enough for me. Ergo, I need to buck up on my weak subjects.

That are :

- BM

- Chemistry ( Failed twice.)

- Add Maths ( Failed once )

- Biology ( Just above water )

- Physics

- Moral ( screw this. )

- Maths

- History

- English

(No sarcasms added.)

It's not that I don't like to study. As a matter of fact, I like studying. (yes, I'm born to be a nerd.) I really like science. I LOVE Science. Maths and Add Maths are just not my thing. And I love exams. I do. They determine how capable you are in a subject. Right now, I need time. 48/7 would do. and I'll throw away my USB internet connection and study kao kao.

Just kidding. That USB thing cost me $60 dei.

But the thing is. I'm an awesome procrastinator. I will slack till 1 day before the paper starts then only i'll study. Yes, that's how I did every time when exams are coming. Which I'm pretty sure everyone does that too. So whatever. The thing is, I don't like the feeling of someone beating my score. Yes, I'm a VERY KIASU person. But then I don't work hard on it. I'll continue my slacking business. Then when the exams started, I'll start to panic and blame myself for not studying THEN, starts to say, "there'll always be a next time."

I mean like, only those cuckoo people would do that. I need a personal therapist by my side every second. It's not safe for me to be around smart people or just.. people. and I need a full-body massage therapy or five boxes of ice-cream. Or or.. a smart pill.

Okay, the main point is, I need to get good results. Not just the highest but an A. I don't want to be in the top 5. I want my name in the top 3. I want to be able to get into London. I want to make my parents proud of me. I want them to think that I'm capable of getting good results. Because I believe God made everyone smart in their own way (Amen.) But the thing is, I hate it when my mom starts comparing me with my elder sissy. "ohhhh she's independent, so much responsible, smart, genius, yadda yadda. Why can't you be more like her? I don't have to teach her anything."

That's why I'm such a bore at school. I don't talk much and I have to maintain myself being goody two-shoes. Truth to be told, I'm actually very talkative. But I guess I'm serious when it comes to studying. I roar at people if they disturb me. Hence the hate letters I got.

Joke. People love me. what are you talking about. ( Another joke. It's funny. You should laugh. )

So why. Tell me why are people so controlling?! I want to be talkative in class too. I want to break the rules too. I want to be the bad student for once too. I'm not a robot. & I'm not saying that Form 4 is a honeymoon year. So why can't I do the things I wanted to without having someone complaining me about my misbehavior. Just saying. I'm way out of topic.

and now, the MAIN thing I wanted to say from the beginning is, my life is fucked up. so ..

KTHXBYE! :)

Lao niang is going to take the chill pill.

Turn this car around - Jordin Sparks.

Random #3847932586

2010-10-02T00:57:00.001+08:00

[Ignore this if you don't love cat and dogs.]

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[HAHA I'm just kidding. It has got nothing to do with that.]

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[NOT :) ignore this if you hate animals.]

Did I mention I like colours?
no, correction.
I LOVE COLOURS.
I guess to some people they'll think it's such a waste of money
but to me, it isn't. It's like an investment. *ahem
I like to buy stationery and think of them as my babies.
If I lost my pen, I'll get really really upset and down for the whole time till I get a new one.
trust me, it happened. I even did a spot check on the whole class just to find a pen.
so anyway, I will buy magic pens, colour pencils, water colours, crayons.. etc etc.
and will never use it.
Lao niang even bought each a spare one just in case she lost it or damaged it.
and to say that I love colours, I think I have this skill in my blood.
I love drawing. I'm a good photocopier. Meaning I copied other people's drawing. because I lack of creativity and even if I thought of something, I can't seem to draw it out.
but I really like art. if I have the mood going on, I'll draw like nobody's business.

this is what i drew for school exhibition.

fulamakk. I damn proud.

my art is everywhere in my previous school.

at first i was simply drawing that couple there.

then my teacher saw and said it's cute & ask me to draw more.

so i did. I drew a tree ;)

don't underestimate the tree okay.

it took me 1 hour to complete it.

it was supposed to look like a sakura tree. but yeah..

music for your ears ; ♪ What's Going On - Casey Donovan ♫

PS: If you guys wanna know what really happened,

that song describes it all.

How Are You?

2010-09-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

You know what pissed me the most?

People asking me, "How are you?" when they know what condition or situation I'm in.
and I'm sick & tired of saying, "Oh, I'm fine."
because NO, I'm NOT fine at all.
I have flu, sore throat, severe headache, stomach pain..
worse of all,
I've forgotten I can't take panadol so I went and took it.
results?
Swollen eyes. genius
& I have headache but can't take headache pills!
because panadols and headache pills contains ponstan.
and I'm ALLERGIC to ponstan.
Yeah, so how's my weekend you ask?
it SUCKS. being sick on a weekend sucks so bad.
Good thing is I get to sleep the whole day.
From 3pm to 5pm. 5.10pm to 9.20pm. 00.35am to 7.00am. 7.45am to 8.30am. 10.00am to 2.00pm. 5.00pm to 9.00pm.
I have never been able to sleep this much since.. God knows when.
& I have this bite mark on my lips which turns into two huge ass ulcer.

yeap, my life's been good.
nuff' said.

Vampire bites #2

2010-09-23T23:01:00.000+08:00

This is the mischievous bat (Edward Cullen) I'm talking about.

It shit on my dad's BMW. ROFLMAO.

ALL OVER !!!

HAHAHAHHAHHAHAH.

Anyway, there was another bat.

but when my mom walked under them, they flew away

before I could take a picture of them.

bet it was Carlisle Cullen :)

Yours truly,

I need to lose fats on my face and sleep earlyyyyyy.

Photography.

2010-09-18T22:59:00.001+08:00

"To me, photography is an art of observation. It's about finding something interesting in an ordinary place... I've found it has little to do with the things you see and everything to do with the way you see them." -Elliott Erwitt

I was trying to submit my masterpieces to an online International Photography competition but failed. why? I have to pay for it. $10 per pieces. wahlaoeh. What if lao niang DID pay and not win? Wouldn't I be at loss?

Yeap, that's what smart people do. Giving up an opportunity of winning $25,000 or a trip around the world.

Or maybe someone is trying to con me by sending me that invitation. That way, they'll cheat lao niang's money when I submit my masterpiece.

Deng, I'm smart.

Currently listening; Secret Valentine - We The Kings

PS : I'm just bored.
(Lao niang is in hokkien. Meaning .. urm.. boss-like?)

The country of the rising sun.

2010-09-17T01:06:00.001+08:00

I suddenly remembered my promise to finish up blogging about my trip to Japan which was like, last year?
so yes, I'm gonna do it now :)
why? because I miss Japan; and
because I'm such a show-off.
not to worry, I'm not going to bore you guys with too much details ;)

I miss the first time wearing my Camel Active shoes to Japan.

because there happened to be a scene when I slipped and fell on my butt.

and everybody laughed.

I miss the snow fights.

because we played it with our bare hands.

and blamed each other after that.

I miss their weird stuffs.

because we'll make fun of it.

I miss the family bonding time.

because it's not every time you'll have a family get together
(note: my dad looks like a real japanese. haha)

I miss the crazy candid photos.

because it's taken by me on my camera.

I miss sleeping on tatami.

because at first I thought it would be cold so I turned up the heater.

but when i woke up, i was sweating like hell.

I miss wearing the yukata.

because I wore it to sleep and it's super comfy; and

because I wore it to hot spring

and went completely naked in front of strangers for the first time.

I was only given a face towel.

go figure.

I miss wearing the ugly ski pants.

because it's funny when I take pictures like that.

I miss Shabu-shabu.

because there's kobe beef and it's not like those in M'sia.

I miss the fireworks.

because I realized I was standing on a lake;

which is covered with 5+ ft ice

while watching and thinking that the ice might break out of the sudden;

and because I sat on a 'banana boat'.

normally it's at the sea right?

but it's on ice. so fun. and freezing cold.

I miss the snow.

because you'll never know what happen when you walk and fall into the snow;

and need somebody to pull you up.

I miss the snowflakes.

because I've seen it twice and love it so much

once in europe and once in japan.

I miss the weather.
because I have to wear more than 5 layers of winter clothing
to prevent myself from getting hypothermia.
I look like a sumo

and because the weather amazes me.
just a strong wind can make my window freeze with ice.

&& because the snow makes you look like you've got a massive problem with dandruff.

I miss their shop outlets.
because.. what more can i say? :)

I miss the musical box shop.
because they sell pretty carousels ♥

I miss the fun.
because I get to ride the snow mountain bike;
because I get to slide down the hill on a tyre
and the thing where you sit on it and immediately you slide down.

I miss their super high tech toilet bowls.
because they wash your butthole for you.
because you no longer have to get your butt cold early in the morning when you want to pee
because it's a heater.
and because I still remember the toilet incident when I heard my sissy farted out loud.
HAHAHHHAHAHAHA!

I miss their ice-creams.
because it's super good and fresh.
and has lots of flavours.
you can't imagine how much I've eaten per day.

I miss the scenery

because you gotta love lavender.

just kidding.

there's no lavender in winter.

they planted them in a greenhouse.

&& you have to try lavender ice-cream. so good.

I miss the food.

because they had the BEST ramen ever.

IT'S SOOOOOO GOOOD TILL I WANNA FLY THERE JUST TO EAT THAT.

each and everyone ordered two of that.

yours truly,

rofl. I didn't realize my brother-in-law took this.

Practical Joke.

2010-09-13T18:52:00.001+08:00

Like I said on my Facebook earlier,

Emily Wong Jia Shing is still traumatized by the practical joke made by her own dad :S

and I wasn't joking. I am, indeed, traumatized. or hell, terrified.

I went to Mingzhi's house to do Chemistry folio together. but in the end we did our chemistry reports instead. Then suddenly, someone text me.

When I opened it, it shows a multimedia message. I thought it was some Digi crap. but there's this unknown number.

I waited for it to load. It was quite slow. Then when it loads, it's a picture of my dad's face giving me the =______= look.

I was like, "WTH? haHAhahhHAhaha!" and showed to Mingzhi.

Then Mingzhi asked, "Your dad always does that to you?" (Meaning my dad is acting like a friend more than a parent that makes fun with me)

I was like, "Yeah, sometimes. But he's in a meeting right now. Maybe he's bored."

Then I replied back the message, "Why you send to me your picture? Haha"

Few minutes later, " Yr dad being kidnapped by our boss so how B) "

When I saw the message, I laughed. Then when I showed to Mingzhi, it suddenly strikes me. I panicked! I tried calling my dad. but his number can't be reached. I called twice. I was so worried.

Then only I replied, "Is this a practical joke?"

I was at kan cheong state tau tak. Mingzhi asked me to call my mom but I was hesitant. What if IT IS a joke? I don't want to make a big fuss out of it.

Then after what-it-seems-like-181247365-hours, there's a reply. "No wait @c "

I was like, "HUH?! What does that mean?" I showed to Mingzhi. She said it's an emoticon. I doubt that. She even asked me whether my dad knows how to use emoticons or not. I said no. and I got more panicked.

Finally, I called that unknown number.

rrring... rrinng..

Me : Hello!?!?

Unknown : Yes, WHAT?!

Me : D, IS IT YOU?!

Unknown : *BURST OUT LAUGHING* ...

Me : $%#@!$*% !!!!!! *hung up*

Few minutes later, I sent a text to the so called kidnapper, "Kena later!!"

In our terms meaning to get scolding from my mom.

'nuff said.

I'll get my revenge.

rawwr.

Do I ...

2010-09-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

So here's a question.

Do I look better in long hair..

I look scary with my dark eye bags, I know. heh

MY LONG HAIR!

aku rindu pada mu.

I was browsing through my pictures

and suddenly it strikes me again

I miss my long hair..

or..

do I look better with short hair?

I don't know which picture that shows my hair is shorter

cause I always asked for middle-length haircut.

and yes, that's mingzhi when her hair is long.

I think she looks nicer with short hair or tied ;)

PS : I doubt anyone will answer to my question.

pfft

m.o.n.k.e.y.s

2010-09-12T01:13:00.000+08:00

Say... I kinda regret teasing the current form 5s in my previous school. I called them monkeys everytime I saw them because they act like one and look like one. plus, they always played with the monkey bars. Now, i'm acting like one as well.

HAHhAhahhAHhahHAhhahhHAhahhahhHAHhaha...

NOT!!!

;]

they called me the canteen lady. why should i feel sorry for them? >;p

PS : this is just random. just wanted to post some pictures :)

Of bags.

2010-09-11T01:20:00.000+08:00

THIS VINTAGE BAG IS SO CUTE!!!!

BOUGHT IT FROM TIMES SQUARE BY MY SISTER.

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.

OMG I WANT ;)

AND VERY CHEAP. WORTH BUYING.

Greetings

2010-09-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS!!!!

Don't forget to share your duit raya with me wokays :P

teehee!

Just kidding!

truth to be told, I've never really had muslim friends before.

and I'm so lucky to have you guys as friends.

so I'm gonna give all of you my endless LOVEEEE.

MUAACCCCKKKKKS!

♥♥♥

♪ If it means a lot to you - A Day To Remember ♫

Dream of the day.

2010-08-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

what the hell. I just had a horrible dream.

I dreamed that I invited a few to go for a swim. okay, from what i've remembered, I dreamed that I was waiting soooo long for those to come. Mandy and Fei San was waiting impatiently on my red sofa. They looked bored. Probably watching the teevee. and Fei San wore a ridiculous pink kiddie blouse and skirt. My mom was cooking. it was still in the afternoon. then i went up to my room to pack. then Sue Anne went to shower. she took sooo freaking long to get ready. I was getting really impatient. so i went to the toilet and saw my sister staring at Sue Anne. Guess what she's doing? Make up. She was putting on mascara. and I shouted, "DO YOU KNOW WE'RE GOING FOR A SWIM?!" and blardy hell. she gave me her annoying expression of hers. then do you know what she did next?!?! she.. she.. used the mascara thing (but it became foundation) and she apply it IN HER MOUTH. i went, "EW! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" and Sue replied, "it's nice." and opened her mouth to show me. it's sooo disgusting! the foundation thing all kelompok under her tongue. the texture is half dry and half wet. ohmygawdd. that is the worst part ever. i just ran away. it was night time already. then i suddenly woke up.

ugh. i want to forget the part when Sue Anne opened her mouth.

I like I like I like.

2010-08-28T21:52:00.000+08:00

I like Mars bar; I like love stories; I like watching late night movies; I like mix matching my clothes; I like colours; I like your smile; I like Chipsmore double choc; I like cookie monster&elmo; I like photography; I like my violin; I like antiques; I like drawings; I like wang wang bing; I like Kim Jeong Hoon; I like my Ohanas; I like presents; I like turning the volume to the max; I like porsche; I like vintage; I like gossips; I like high heels; I like my height; I like playing Monopoly; I like books; I like messy; I like my brown piano; I like guys; I like horror movies; I like to disturb people; I like rainbows; I like Europe; I like giraffes; I like being goofey; I like money; I like drinking Rochelle; I like the stars; I like red lipstick; I like going to the beach; I like shopping; I like to dance; I like talking session with my sis; I like silly jokes; I like laces; I like surprises; I like being lame; I like singing out loud; I like scribbling on papers; I like saying smexy; I like sleepovers; I like to lick the cream; I like my semi-pro cam; I like weddings; I like pretty flowers; I like French; I like floral dresses; I like musical carousel; I like sidekick phones; I like cotton candy; I like the purple; I like watching Little Mermaid & Mulan; I like playgrounds; I like my smelly pillow; I like snuggling under my blanket when it's raining; I like waiting for your reply; I like everythings all; ...

Music for your ears; Keri Hilson - I like.

Doubts.

2010-08-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

You're too good to be true.

I need time and trust.

Vampire bites.

2010-08-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

TO those of you who don't believe me.

Edward Cullen really bit me in the neck.

HaahHAhahAHaha.

now,

BE JELES! BE JELES YO!

bet Bella Swan is jealous right now.

ROFLMAO.

EVIDENCE!

Don't act blind. There is clearly a vampire bite mark.

:P:P:P

I'll be turning into a sexy vampire any minute now.

you wait..

Enuff' said.

2010-08-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

YOU, MY FRIEND,

HAS A VERY VERY BLACK HEART

AND STINKY MOUTH.

PLEASE WASH YOUR HEART WITH CLOROX

THRICE

AND SOAK YOUR MOUTH WITH SOAP

FOR 1082449857234 HOURS.

IFALLOFTHEABOVEDOESNOTWORKONYOU,

THEN DON'T(!) COME NEAR ME.

CAUSE YOU,

ARE A HORRIBLE HORRIBLE PERSON.

enuff' said.

hip hip hooray!

2010-08-14T23:48:00.001+08:00

EDITED ; NO, THAT IS NOT ME IN THE PICTURE. WHY IS EVERYONE KEEP SAYING THAT? I RATHER SWEEP THE FLOOR THAN TAKING THAT PICTURE WITH THE LAUNDRY. Lol

YES! MY NEW MAID IS COMING NEXT WEEK!
I AM SO EFFING HAPPY!!!! *JUMPS FOR JOY
IT'S BEEN SOOOO LONG SINCE MY MOM HIRED A MAID.
LIKE A YEAR MAYBE?
ALL THIS WHILE, I ONLY GOT PART TIME MAID.
SO I HAVE TO WASH THE DISHES EVERY NIGHT. RAWR.
UNLIKE YOU RICH PEOPLE, I KNOW HOW TO WASH THE DISHES ;)
OHHH-MYY-GAWDDDD. I CAN'T WAIT.
I'M COUNTING THE DAYS FOR MY MAID TO COME.
BUT I DON'T KNOW WHEN!! SUSPENSE BETUL!

In Memories.

2010-08-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
kini tinggal kenangan
ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
oh bintangku.

PS : I still remember you, Edris.

Aurelia.

2010-08-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 61st BIRTHDAY MY OLD WOMAN! :)

Thanks for being my bitch.

Thanks for the ears whenever I needed one.

thanks for everything :)

PS : SHE'S HALF INDO AND HALF CHINESE. ;D

Zik's Farewell.

2010-08-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

while waiting.

and I scared the hell out of Nathashah. HAAHHAHAHA.

epiiic.. sizzly.

hot babe.

the name is Nathashah ;)

smexy eyes.

Ming, me, Sueanne

ngiap between two pretty ladies ;D

any man would be sooo lucky.

don't mess with her. she will rawr at you.

Nat Nat de Coco. <3

siu mui mui :P

Chen-Yan :)

Korean ramen. taste like maggi!

Our farewell gift for ZIKness. ;D

chio or not?

From left to right

Dom, Sue, Cat, Yan, Nat :)

From left to right

ZIKness, Luqman, Brandon.

SO CUTE right?!

@ ROBOT SUSHI.

I love this pweetty girl :)
hahahah look at ryan at the back!

ming, me, joe :)

CENSORED with love.

hahahhahaha.

sorryla. i'm too fugly to be revealed.

ZIK ngiap between me and ming! :D
he put this as his profile picture.
fuiyoh.

ngiap again. teehee!

Frozen yogurt. <3

THAT'S ALL!
KTHXBYE! ;)

WANTED.

2010-08-09T21:28:00.001+08:00

See that hot chick above?
She's WANTED.

ID ; 12345-67-8901
NAME ; SANNE aka YSA
CRIME ; For being too hot. and melts the world.
REWARDS ; A live performance perform by the criminal herself. Be the lucky ones to witness her nonstop favourite signature dance. Wait wait, there's more.. if found before the deadline, she'll be performing her newest tiger dance. Aren't cha lucky to have this hot chick dancing in front of ya? What'chu waiting for right now?? GO HUNT FOR HER ASAP! :)

Dearest

2010-08-09T20:07:00.003+08:00

I know that i'm demanding, rude, disobedient, offensive - you name it because I seriously felt that I'm such a bad person. I(We) have been pampered by your endless love and forgiveness. yet you demand nothing but continue to care for me(us). Everyday you feed me(us) with nutritious food and clean my(our) nest till your silky soft hands became wrinkled by my(our) ungratefulness and ignorance.

You're like a metal. Strong, tough, unbreakable and the list goes on. You get rusty from time to time but in the inner layer, you're still as strong. and you're like a superwoman; not easily defeated. protecting me(us) from danger and worries about my(our) safety. You're like the stars in the dark sky; shines and guides me(us) to a path of righteousness. even though there's countless of stars, but you're truly my(our) one in a trillion. and you're the tree. the tree that holds the family. the tree that shades me(us) from the burning sun. the tree that bears the fruits and flowers.

above everything,
i want to repaint you from getting rusty; take over your place as the superwoman to release your burden; be the sunglasses of everyone because you shine so bright that the sun have to hide with shame; and be the rain, the sun and the fertilizer so that you'll be healthy and evergreen.

and lastly,
Ma, I love you. Even though you always nag at me. scold me. the endless advises. and more nagging, I know it's all because you're my mother and you love me. You're my uttermost hot, sexy and pretty best friend. I used to be afraid of sharing my secrets. but slowly, i can talk to you about almost everything - hot guys, school, problems, friends, more hot guys.. And I feel so grateful to have you as my mother. as I said, you're a superwoman in the family. you cook, you sew, you garden, you design houses(!), you.. okay, i think you get it already. That time, an auntie told me that some mothers don't even know how to cook. so I realized how grateful it is to have a mother that can cook crab curry and everythings all. and I know you've gone through a lot. so now, you can enjoy your life and go party hard with your friends \m/

I still have A LOT to say. but I'll just tell her those extras by myself :)

this was years ago. found it somewhere and scanned it into my lappie! :)

PS : Daddy, if you're reading this, you know i love you too :) HEEHEE :b

Lethia Sports Day 2010

2010-07-30T16:02:00.002+08:00

I'm just gonna post this really really short. because I have a lots of things to blog and I want to make it fast. like like supperrrrr fast. because I tend to drag up to 284579237507 hours when I blog. sizzly.

Alright, my previous school was having Sports day so I decided to go just for my hubby. but she didnt get to attend because she's still sick. :(

this is my ~~ex-husband~~ Xian Ren. He's ze most adorable smurfy. He walked all the way from ze stadium to get me from Royal Club because I was reluctant to go early by myself.

at first, we chatted. walked. played basketball with ze boys. then to the stadium. so awkward. everyone was busy getting ready to run. i didnt saw the form 4s at first. then eric shouted my name. then we all hugged. awh :)

went to the tracks to support Red House with Uzhing. I have ze urge to join them. Missed running with them. So different than running with Tenby. chatted with lots of people i remembered and forgotten.

example, Nelson. HAHAHA. most epic.

he called my phone and i forgot (several times) to save his contact. then i was like, "Nelson who?!?"

and i was the one who asked him to come.

he called to ask me where i was and he was just sitting a few seats away from me.

Jia Zen; worst.

He was RIGHT in front of me when he was searching where i was. buggers.

walked around the stadium. and got myself a new nickname.

the canteen lady's daughter

i don't know why the hell the form 5s called me that but whatever bah :)

then i got sooooo bored because everyone's running and the guys are .. (no comment). so i sat down and text to random people. then i got a text from someone and sneaked out.

went for DRY BAH KUT TEH to mam mam because we look like we haven't eaten for ages.

drove back to stadium again and got busted.

mam mam with my ma and brotherrr at Royal Club.

bumped into mayzhee and her family. my ex teachers and the primary kiddos.

went for a movie (eclipse) later with the buds' till the evening.

Blardy hell. Blue House won again.

Last but not least,

I miss my previous cute principal. :D

PS : Not a short post after all. teehee.

YeYAH

2010-07-30T15:39:00.000+08:00

I'm officially on holidays NOW

.. take a chill pill and go WILD..

\m/

2 Days 1 Night

2010-07-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha. What a way to start a post, yes? :) that was the first time i knew hamsters got tail! SO CUTE I WANT TO BITE IT OFF :3

Okayyyy.. truth to be told, me and my sissy nearly missed our flight. because, the bloody TV screen shows, "TO BALI." so we didn't bother.. We went to buy some sweets. Then I have this bad vibe going on. I went to check again. and again. THEN.. I realize the TV screen beside it in the corner.. "TO KUCHING."

BLARDY HELL. I rushed toward the security. Then I heard this guy behind said, "Make people so confused." Agreed sial. It's like they only announce the flight to Bali. Not Kuching. That's why I despise Air Asia.

When we touched down on Kuching grounds, my elder sister and brother in law are already waiting :) Then we ate 'Vege Mee' for lunch and went to their nest to put our luggage. After that, went to The Spring mall. First thing is to chop off our hair. I missed my long hair sooooo much. I can't play with my long hair now :( After that, my sissy got a bloody new Sony camera from my elder sister. SO effin' nice.

Infested with ~~mice~~ hamsters.

This is Xiao Hei. (Lil' Black)

SO CUTE KAN?!

Laze around :D

Someone doing a mischief.

At night, we went to eat dinner @ brother in law's father's place. He cooks! :) Later, we went to church. At that time, I was already sooo tired. I was practically half asleep when the pastor was preaching. Cause of the sleepless nights to study for exams. bugger. After church, mamak.

meet my fat brother in law.

meet my pretty elder sis.

I say Klang's roti canai is much tastier than Kuching's :)

The next day was nothing much. It was time to go btw. Bought stuffs that my mom needed. Mom asked to buy ferns, pepper, yada yada. And guess what? While waiting for the plane, my sissy suddenly shrieked. I was like, "OMG DID YOU FORGOT SOMETHING?!" Then she pointed me to a caterpillar. LOL

Bet it came from the ferns :D

Letters.

2010-07-23T22:43:00.001+08:00

Dear hubby,

Are you feeling okay? Okay stupid question. You're sick I know. Be better sayang. I miss you a lot seriously. I want to talk to you like we used to at your house non stop till someone fell asleep. I have a lot of things to tell you and ask you. I know I've been very demanding and stubborn. I'm not a good wife. You're always waiting for me to reply and I, have to make you wait. Even when you're sick you have to layan me. I'm sorry, sayang. We'll 'do' it next time when you're feeling much better. okays, b? :)

PS : I love you.

She's my hubby ;)

RABAKAH.

2010-07-22T22:11:00.001+08:00

Ties iz Rabakah.
Eeveryone callz her shorrtie.
but she saeyz she'z a sh a w wwt y.. kononnya
she'z like ze baby in our clazz;
she can camouflage withz standard 1 withouzt people noticing.
she likes two talk gibberish and crazp nonstop.
she noms like a hamzter.
and runsz like cheesetah.
but.
i lovbe her a lot. after everythings all :) <3

alloftheabovearecopyrights.pleasedonotviolateanycontentabove.pleaseandthankyou.

Irony

2010-07-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

Is this creepy or is this not?

Texting to Dominic and Rebekah..
Me : please bring my add maths book tomorrow. please.

Rebekah : okay! remind me again 2night ya.

Dominic : ok ok! remind me again at night, PLEASE :)

Later at night..
Me : Add maths book!! I'll remind again in the morning. :) i'll murder if you didnt bring.

Rebekah : okay okay boss!

Dominic : ok boss!

Are you guys texting each other everyday on how to reply? cause this is like you guys are reading each others' mind. haha :D

Reality

2010-07-17T00:36:00.000+08:00

despite the fact I still have my major exams next week, I'm off to visit my elder sister in KUCHING :)
it's just for 2 days 1 night though.
this shall be my first time experience without my parents tugging along.
so confirm fail in this 2nd term exam.
i already flunked my BM, SEJ, ENG and MATHS.. so..

KTHXBYE!
peace out.

FIFA

2010-07-11T17:01:00.002+08:00

ESPANA FTW!!!

This suck. I can't concentrate at all. and it's Sunday already.

Melody

2010-07-11T12:22:00.000+08:00

I'm madly in loved with playing the piano now. I spend the whole afternoon playing it. and abandoned my violin. heh :P but seriously, it felt so good when you're playing it rather than hearing from other people playing. and I have this weakness for pianists when they're playing the piano. I'll go gaga over them sizzly. As a matter of fact, I'll go gaga over musicians playing the violin and piano. ;D

I wish my piano is tuned or i wish getting a new piano :) i wanna learn piano so badly now. now. NOW. NOWWW.

OH BY THE WAY!! I GOT MY RESULTS. Distinction! teeheee! And it says I have promising musical abilities. HAHA. im so proud :) I thought I failed. When I arrived for my class, the first thing my teacher said was, "Do you know that your results are out?" and I went, "OMG. I'm sure I did badly." hahaha. awh.

Messed up.

2010-07-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

Gah! Exams are coming nearer and nearer everyday; haunting us. I still have not prepared. The only thing I did was just flipping pages and falling asleep after the 2nd page or even get distracted by other things. Like, ~~guys~~ football, facebook, ~~guys again~~ and yada yada.

Oh I wish I'm born clever. Then I can enjoy my life without the need to worry about academic. blah.

PS : I wonder if Mingzhi's phone bill burst already or not. Since she called me like everyday.. heh :P typical her :)

@ her place. wearing her shirt. XD

Future Spouse

2010-07-04T01:32:00.000+08:00

FIRST UP ;;

SPAIN!

FERNANDO TORRES

VICTOR VALDES

GERMANY

THOMAS MUELLER

ARGENTINA

GONZALO HIGUAIN

habbahabba..

HE MELT MY HEART!

MARIANO ANDUJAR

PORTUGAL

CRISTIANO RONALDO

MIGUEL VELOSO

Broken Wings

2010-06-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

Have you ever dreamed that you're a butterfly?

that when you think you're the spotlight of someone's d ar k n ess;

sweet, pretty, harmless..

that brightens every child's dreams.

and when you wake up it's turns to nightmare.

that the your little world is unsafe;

and it comes raining and thunder;

homes destroyed;
that you felt no one to rely on,

and you felt helpless; unsure; lost.

it's like bits by bits your butterfly wings taken for someone's amusement

bits by bits turns to snap;

that you're unable to fly anymore.

and slowly waiting for the light.

I do.

PS: the butterfly is for BIOLOGY experiment.

PPS; this is seriously random. i blogged this at midnight half asleep.

2010-06-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

awh, i miss my blog!

it's been 238562034799 days long since i've blogged eyh?

I really wanted to blog about everythings all.

but my hands are all tight.. so yeah.

Random Thoughts

2010-06-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

friends are supposed to lend you their shoulders.

be the wall of your every problems.

be the tissue of your every tear.

be the sweets of every bitter heart.

be the water when you needed the most in everyday life.

Tennis

2010-05-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

Coach Augustine accidentally showed his middle finger to me.

hahAHhahahahAHhaa

EPIC !!!

Wtf?

2010-05-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

I'm recently a webcam-addict since I got my new laptop.

so I decided to ..

OKTHANKSBYE! :)

O + Hana = LOVE.

2010-05-18T18:06:00.000+08:00

<3 MY OHANAS ;)

they're the O to my Hanas.

hahahahaha.

cheesy i know.

but i really mean it :)

D.O.N.U.T.S

2010-05-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

DONUTS! YUM.

PS ; FOCUS on the donut! Not my fugly face!

Different.

2010-05-12T21:40:00.000+08:00

Something is wrong.

Someone please fixed it back please :(

THANKYOUVERYMUCH.

hormones gone wrong.

2010-05-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

I GREW MOUSTACHE !!! :D

Y.S.A

2010-05-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

I SERIOUSLY MISS SUE ANNE ;(

but she's getting better. and going to school by next week.

:)!!

Nostalgic

2010-05-03T18:01:00.000+08:00

As much as I like Tenby and all my Ohana,

I still miss Lethia.

and the Lethians.

Chengdu - Part Two

2010-04-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

Continue..

From the first Chengdu post, the last thing I wrote about was that I was in a cruise. This was the first time in a cruise. My mom finally made that promise for like.. after more than 10 years.. This wasn't a really fancy cruise but still, I get to eat, sleep, shit in a real cruise so the fancy stuff does not matter at all. I stayed in that cruise for 3 days 2 nights. and many things happened there which i don't really want to talk about.

During the stay, we had many activities and destinations to go. the scenery was awesome! the first destination was the Ice Cave. which i remembered I had wrote on my Facebook status before. LOL. well the thing is, ice cave was only discovered three years ago when they built a effin' big dam @ Yangtze River. So let me tell you guys about the ice cave. it was boring, it sucks and freaking HOT. I was sweating from head to toe. up till the end, i think everyone almost stripped off all their clothes including me.

what to see in the Ice Cave? stupid look-alike-ice statues. I was practically flirting with the security guard ok. HAHA. cause i too bored mah. and that guy is super cute and young.

path to Ice Cave.

told you the scenery is awesome.

and my photography is awesome too ;)

Then at night we had the captains welcoming party. I was late. which was on purpose. i didn't want to attend. cause i too sleepy. but i did attend anyway tho.

the captains. and a chef =_=

the first on the left is cute ok!! XD

this was taken on a afternoon to see the gorges thingo. i couldn't see a thing. and it was super windy!! i only wore three thin clothing. I almost freeze to death and nearly got blown away.

The sibeh cute captain!!

somehow i think he was avoiding me. seriously =__=

Was on a boat to see the hanging coffin when i saw a BABY MOUSE! thank goodness i didn't scream that loud.

this naughty fella is very cute. and super intelligent one. he calls me "chang fa jie jie" which means long hair sister -_- and he super loves the camera. he pose for me whenever i snap pictures of him.

the Ainu people. they're natives. they're sort of like boatmen. long ago they didn't wear clothes. cause they have to pull the boat by running on steep slopes. and this causes the ropes to like.. hurt their thighs or something like that so they decided to be naked while rowing their boats. and they love to sing.

The hanging coffin. wish you guys luck searching for it. you guys can google for it if you guys want to. the story is quite interesting. ;)

back in the cruise at night, i went to the balcony. when i looked down at the deck, i saw someone snapping pictures of me. wth right?

jay chou potato chips. haha. so ugly. XD

suai :)

this is the most heaviest chopsticks!

the thing in the circle is so heavy!

and sorry for animal cruelty.

i ate tortoise meat.

taste like chicken. seriously.

i had only a bite! please don't come and haunt me.

the last destination. paid freaking RM100 each for this effin' park. =_=

the lovely couple.

Mummy and DD!

THE END.

KTHXBYE!

PS : Did I told you that I saw so many cute looking guys?? :P

PPS : Have I told you that I saw a mummy?

PPPS : Did you know that the natives have the LONGEST name? 10! we only have like 2-5. =_=

wants.

2010-04-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

I WANTS GO TOKIO HOTEL CONCERT!!!!

PS : Can someone please be an angel and tell me the details? I'm not very sure of it. :(

alter ego

2010-04-25T23:29:00.000+08:00

you don't know me.

and you will never know the real me.

spread all you want.

cause you aint telling anything but lies.
big fat lies.
but i dont blame you.
since it's your loser job to do so.
yes, loser.
do you want me to repeat that again?
sure? no?
cause i love to say it all over again
that you're a loser, loserr.

kiss my ass, biatch!

the post says it all.

2010-04-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

Holidays over. Playing time over. Fooling around over.

School's tomorrow.

FML!

From my heart.

2010-04-12T02:23:00.000+08:00

Time flies with just a blink of an eye.
I hope you know that I'm truly sorry for the way I've treated you last time.
heck, you made the move first.
but there's no excuses.
I really am sorry.
and sorry to realize it after more than 2 years.
you have the right to ignore me. to delete me. to simply make me disappear from your life.
i won't beg or request anything if you do.
i'll just let time pass by and maybe one day we will find how silly we were last time and laugh about it.

PS : I'm sorry.

Chengdu - Part One.

2010-04-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

Okay, so I'm gonna post my China trip pictures since I got so much free time now slash my blog getting bored already slash something to post about.

Anyway.. this China trip is like very loooooooong ago. so I totally forgotten (ahem) when was the trip. Probably during last year. haha ok whatever.

First Day.

Paid to watch "Bian Lian" (means; change faces). so expensive!! I think RM100 per person.but damn good!! Seriously, I can watch a thousand times and won't get bored of it.

snacks and tea.

The fire.

They suddenly blackout. It was sooooo dark and cold. and I guess it probably happened many times. Everyone remained calm. =__= and it delayed for like half an hour.

Chinese lantern, I like :)

Chinese opera.

I don't understand a single thing. hah.

Er-hu.

Puppet.

OMG. love this. I wonder how they do it. That puppet that fling her hair and hold it and lift her legs and everything!

another Chinese opera. *yawns

what is this called again?

Shadow?

This is also awesome!! A guy did all the animal's shadows by himself and made a running horse. zomg.

I don't know what is this called. but it's funny. and i understood this. lol

Finally, the one that all have been waiting for..

BIAN LIAN!

zomggggg, AWESOME!

and a bit scary.

they went up close to a person's face and "bian lian". so fast and so awesome. it's like magic. lols

Day Two.

super salty breakfast.

after which I realized it was for the congee.

lmao

went to this many-cravings-on-the-wall place and was so cold that my dad took my ear muffs

and he look like mickeymouse! hahaha

the D and the D.

dinner was "ma la huo guo". (means; spicy steamboat?)

means that when you eat the spicy food, your mouth will go NUMB.

I never really tried cause it's superrrr oily.

it's the small pot in the middle.

and guess what I ate?

liver.. intestines.. and.. other stuff which I don't want to know.

I tried two intestines.. =_=

ermm.. it's crunchy and a bit chewy??

I dared myself to eat those.

if not, my life will be only vege, fish and meat. so boring right? loools

goofing around with the cam while waiting for the toilet.

Day Three.

kidneys.. livers.. and other organs..

creepy.

YUM! :)

Day Four.

Food heaven!!

Candy shop!

The long queue just to buy cookies =_=

INDIAN ROTI!!

lools. from Malaysia.

my tour guide asked. got durian roti canai somemore.

kawaiiii!!

Day Five.

the shopping heaven.

love the boots. ♥

EGG TARTS! from KFC :)

honey :)

I asked my mom what's that.

she said frog's eyes

i kena shocked.

and she immediately burst out laughing when she saw my reaction =__=

a pirate ship out of nowhere.

At night, we went cruising for three days 2 nights :)

pretty chandelier :)

Captain Lee.

PS : I have missed out a lot of other events and some of the pictures are still in my camera.

PPS : and I did not bother about the arrangement because I forgot which day is which. so yeah.

Easter Holidays.

2010-04-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

YES. I am on holidays now. I is chilling(!) and is relaxing(!) everyday!!. But too bad, I have lots of things to do during the holidays. SUCKS much?

To-Do(s) :
~~♥    Do as much tuition homeworks as I can.~~ (No tuition. HAHAHAHAHA.)
~~♥    Do school holiday homeworks.~~
~~♥    Practice for the practical exam.~~
♥    Prepare for English oral.
~~♥    Do Moral folio.~~
♥    Studyyyy. (I doubt this.)

My holidays so far so good. After exam, which is on Wednesday, I went to Klang Parade and lepak with the mom and sister. Bought DONUTS! yummmm :D

On Thursday, I went for my classes. and was very disappointed that I didn't get to see him that day. Oh, did I mentioned that I did great during my concert? I get a loud applause for each of my pieces! I seriously feel proud. Even my accompanist praised me in front of my teacher. Normally I will get all nervous and screw everything. and I didn't know he was paying attention to my performance. ♥

ANYWAY, on Friday, went to Mid Valley with the mom and sister. watched Clash of the Titans. It was okay.. Nothing much. Then I shopped for dresses :D end of story.

On Saturday and Sunday, I was being a couch potato :) and laze off as usual.

I found this picture of me in my folders. Taken during Chinese New Year by my husband. LOL. my slutty pose.

ok whatever.. :)

Earth Hour. (TM)

2010-04-02T00:45:00.000+08:00

Again. This year's Earth Hour was successful. I switched off my lights at 8.00pm!! ~~because I didn't know it starts at 8.30pm~~. Anyway, again, I lighted my candles on that night. I lighted my candles last year. Maybe I should make this a tradition. hahaha.

oh, what shall a girl do when there's no lights on and the atmosphere is so romantic with a camera beside it?

CAMWHORE!

PS : I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY :)

You and Me.

2010-03-27T18:18:00.000+08:00

A walk to r e m e m b e r. ♥

PS : I just want you to know that you are not forgotten.

Yours truly.

2010-03-14T11:08:00.000+08:00

You make me smile :)

The happenings.

2010-03-06T14:32:00.000+08:00

HEY people!! It's been ages since i've blogged. I've been so very really banyak many busy this year!

I want to blog about CNY, outings and the prom! but too busy and too lazy seriously. So I shall just slip a few pics and blog a few..

During CNY & outings,

I went to Sunway Pyramid with Sue Anne, Amalina, Chen-yan, a girl from form 5 (don't know how to spell her name), Catherine and her boyfriend. Sue Anne and the form 5 girl was ice-skating and the others & me was watching them. Then out of nowhere i saw familiar faces. It was my cousins!! LOLs. I didn't know they came back from Johor already. I only saw them a few days back at Johor and few days later, I bumped into them again at Sunway. The world is so small! LOL

Try spotting me! I stole this from Facebook. LOL

Yeah I went back to Johor during CNY :) Going again after next two weeks I think :]

@ prom. (5/3/2010)

I really wonder if it's prom or a dance. lol. ok whatever. overall it was really awesome! :D everyone looks hot and sexy and dance like crazy! (oh hey it rhymes) I went crazy and dance a lot. I sweat like a pig too even though there's AC but not cold enough!

I even dance with random people!! The atmosphere was awesome. I released lots of stress last night. ♥

Thanks everyone for making it the best night ever :)

PS : too bad I didn't take much pictures :(

Try spotting me in the picture! I stole it from Facebook also. LOL.

****ed up.

2010-02-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

I want to cry. again.
I really can't stand it.
I am so so so so stress.
I really really hate Biology.
and I love Biology.
I love the cells. the body. the human.
I really love Biology.
But the thing is.. I'm so **** up with the teacher and the homeworks she gave us.
I will dread everytime in Biology lessons.
Only my body is there. and the soul don't know where.
I just wish she could just slow down a bit.
I just wish she doesn't use the SMART Board.
I just wish she only give us the notes only after she taught us.

I just wish Mr.Poobalan can teach me.
enough said.

Vainpots.

2010-02-01T12:15:00.000+08:00

Camwhore while you can ;)

This was like.. 1 month ago. Was invited for a Christmas party in Bukit Jalil.

I seriously miss my super long fringe

and messy hairrr..!!!

Now.. I became like this..

Camwhores..!!

ugh. my sis having an iPhone. pfftt..

The sisterrrrs.

This was last Saturday.

I should be at a BBQ party with friends but i attended a wedding dinner with my family.

Family first lah right? :)

but still.. the party looks awesome :(

I shall not miss it next time!

Can't wait for sleepoverrrs with the girls!

I ♥ NAIL POLISH! :D

Bought a few. wee!

PS : okay. enough blogging. time to study!! ugh!

Pictures!

2010-02-01T10:46:00.000+08:00

With crazy people.

Suamiku. ♥

School

I've got this huge bruise and i didn't even know. must be netball.

and i've got lots of paper cuts! freaking hurts lor!

The prefect application form. took don't know how many hours to write.

but i seriously left out a lot of points for myself. geez. i wanna rewrite ler!

why can't i be so bhb that time?

I should have written..

passionate..

loving.. caring..

loyal..

LOL!! but i hope they will still accept me even though i only wrote 3 credit points for myself. =(

Eyebags.. seriously..

Zits! ewww..

So far so good.

2010-01-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

Finally I'm blogging again. ;) i miss my blog! but i feel that my blog is like a dessert. why no one say hi one!? not even a single poop here!

hah. nevermind. at least i knew you guys did read :)

the school this week is sooo hectic. with the monthly assessment test and all. i never studied so much before! usually i only touch my books only during March, which is the first semester test. but now, it seems like everyday i'm studying! (ok lar.. not everyday.) but.. seriously.. even my dad saw me studying in the morning. and always give me the same statement, "omg. are you really studying? I can't believe." like at least more than 5 times. =__=

sigh. at least I got 100% for Maths.

I'm not kidding. I got 100% for Maths. I NEVER GOT 100% FOR MATHS BEFORE OK. so please let me brag 'bout it one more time.

I GOT FREAKING 100% FOR MY FREAKING MATHS ASSESSMENT TEST!!

And to think I failed my maths once in form 1. oh well. at least I'm improving. so that's good :)

But my Sejarah. 22/40. do the maths. i think it's C. LOL. Never studied Sejarah cause I was busy studying Biology. But whatthehecklah ok. I totally forgotten everything when i start doing my test. so sesated. stupid homeostatis.

My chemistry was ok. 90+. not good =( should've done better.

I can't believe my EST got A. LOL. 80% ! i am one lucky shit!

There's still got Physics, ICT and Sejarah (Structured Questions) to go. We were supposed to do ICT today but teacher misplaced the papers and can't find it anywhere. so.. HEH HEH. XD (but i feel guilty. because he looked so upset searching for the papers and then we're like so happy because no test.)

So far so good. till i receive my BM papers. I bet it sucked. 100% sure sucked. my bad habits reappeared again. so i think i will fail BM papers for sure.

DO I seriously look like a nerd? No right? I'm not a nerrrrrrdddd :( I don't want to be a nerrrrrdd!

Worn out.

2010-01-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

hello humans. i am gonna end this short. because i am freaking sleeeepeeehhhhhh and tired.

I guess this week wasn't that good for me. I had bad moodswings. prolly because of the lack of sleep i have these days. only 3 to 6 hours of sleep ok. but depends on how many homeworks i have. my mom says my face looks greenish. =( and my skin is going to breakdown on me AGAIN. prayshardprayshard. i seriously don't want to end up itching everyday again. but i still remember the doctor saying that i will have it again. sigh. sucks to be me huh.

i still had lots of fun at school this week tho.

and what's with me and people's names?!?! First is Ryan. (sometimes i accidentally called him Bryan =__= ) Second.. is Joseph! guess what? I called him Joshua TWICE. Mingzhi witness it both. =_= but can't blame me tho. teacher also accidentally called him Joshua also. LOL

anyway, teacher chose me, Dominic, Nathashah and Joseph for prefects. my mom already guessed that i will get chosen. so she warned me beforehand. ( must be a smart guess) do i really looked like a nerd or something? =( so I am in a dilemma now lor. I gave up competing with Chee Leng for assistant head prefect that time. I am not perasan or something because obviously the teachers are going to choose her for assistant head prefect rather than me. but at least I should give it a try right? who knows im your future head prefect. LOL kidding. but i gave up on that chance. meaning = I don't really want to be assistant head prefect. believe me, if I told you that I really want that post, i will stay in Lethia just because of that. but i refused. and being a prefect is busy. now i am in form 4. i don't even have time to poop anymore. let alone being prefect.

but i miss being a prefect. for 4 years i am a prefect! and then suddenly I am not a prefect. feels.. so.. awkward.. being a normal student. lol. and the second thing is.. I want to be a somebody in my new school. make more memories like what Diyana said.

so i am in serious dilemma here. should I become a prefect?

maybe I should :)

or shouldn't.

oh well. I have to pass in the form on Monday. still got time to think it through and write 200 words. i am not joking. it's 200 words.

and and.. I love swimming! cause i know how to do frog kick already. mwuahahaha :) must brag a lil'.

This happened few days ago :

I asked my sissy to help me wrap my books while I am busy doing my homework.

then I felt so bored that I started to mumble in different languages.

Me : *speaks german language* *speaks chinese* *english* *korean*

Sis : ARE YOU ALWAYS THIS NOISY WHEN YOU'RE DOING YOUR HOMEWORK?!?!? DIFFERENT LANGUAGES SAMO!

Me : *stops* ... AHHhhaHAHhahahaahHahahHAAaahaaaAAA!!

so random i know.
might. not. be. funny. to. you. guys.

Last Saturday.

3 hours of karaoking and the girls went wild. ;)

PS : I have assessment test next week! have to studyyyyyyyyy =( whyyyyy..

PPS : He's mine, Mingzhi. back off. XP

PPPS : I think I said that I am going to end this short. haha whatever....

PPPPS : waiiit.. i must tell you all about this two lil's kids who annoyed me next time.

Short Update

2010-01-12T17:33:00.000+08:00

GUNTE TAG, PEOPLE !!! :) How's everyone so far? goooood? awesomeeee??

oh yeah. so sooooorry there's been a mistake. it's RYAN not BRYAN. geez. LOL. If I had never seen RYAN's Add Maths book, I will forever call him BRYAN. but the thing is.. when I called him BRYAN.. he still answers me. lol oh well XD

anyyyyywayyy.. the 'proposal' was good. Rose agreed to marry me. LOL. hahahaha. Although I was a bit nervous and freaking cold nothankstoDominic, I managed. thank God. (I am a nervous freak. I know.) (Sorry Alexis, no wedding ceremony. lol )

School is good so far. I had CCA today. Went for German. WHY NO KOREAN?!?! WHY NO JAPANESE?!?!

PS : I have LOTS of Biology homework. =___= okthxbye.

Why why tell me why.

2010-01-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING. =___=
sighhh.. I am so gonna embarrass myself again on Monday..
WHY!! WHY TEACHER HAVE TO CHOOSE ME AS PERCY!!!
AND ROSE IS A GUY =___=
WHY MUST IT BE DOMINIC!!! WHY!!!!
WHY NOT MINGZHI!!!! ishhhhhh..
I know it's just a drama. BUT very embarrassing ok. =(

well actually Mingzhi was supposed to be Percy. then I am Rose.
But suddenly Mingzhi became the Crouch.
and Bryan became Percy =___=
I asked to change characters.
SUDDENLY.. Dominic volunteered to become Rose. =__=
and suddenly I became PERCY.

And I will ask Rose to marry me =___=

iwantdienowplease.kthxbye.

New Era.

2010-01-10T11:26:00.000+08:00

So the first day was .. er.. a bit sesated lah. Me and Mingzhi really sesat a lot. LOL. Everything was great. Just wasn't getting used to it. The teachers were awesome too. Met friendly people!

"We are like one big family" - Nathashah :]

The cafeteria was SO CROWDED! I only can find buns. So for the whole day at school, me and mingzhi ate a piece of bun . so HUNGRYYYY ok. I got gastric later on. So my mom treated me KFC. heh.

overall, nothing much. Just getting to know each other. Only 1 homework :D .. And the ICT books ARE SO THICK!!!!!!! TWO BOOKS ok!!! It's like your Kamus Dewan thick. so horrifyinggg.. I don't want ICT !!!

And the rest of the week goes on.. buried with lots of homework!!! so everyday I can only sleep at midnight.. Then have to wake up early.. so tiring!! I can't wait for Friday!!! seriously!

I joined for the sports event. 'thanks to Bryan'.. I am running for relay. Saw Kieron. and talked to him. I actually wanted to join more event.. but I feel so awkward running with the international students.. Plus, I think I am the only private student joinning!! gosh. I hope I won't embarrass myself. prayyy hard for me please.

Ohh.. and I like my Sivik teacher!! hahahaha.. he's so cool. the first thing he said when he came into the class was, "So.. I'm teaching the most boring subject." HAHAHA. *ahem*

Anyway.. being in a new school.. i really miss my old school A LOT. am honest! I really miss Lethia.

Darkness

2010-01-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

Please leave me alone..

A new start.

2010-01-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there's lots of free fireworkkks for me!!!

hahaahaha.shut up. imma cheapskate person.

2010..

Firstly..

I thank God that I can live through 15 years.

and now..

I'm 16..

it's very hard to believe right?

From a tiny cell..

I became a ~~monster~~ typical teenage girl

made friends..

~~made love..~~

made commitments..

made enemies..

and so on..

I smiled. giggled. laughed. cried. emo-ed. tripped. fell.

and finally stood up.

there's happy times.. there's sad times..

but !!!

it's time to say goodbye to the past..

to 2009..

say hello to 2010 babehhhh!! ;D

PS : I had an awful lot of resolutions for 2010. So I better not bore you all with that. Happy new year, peeps :)

Greetings.

2009-12-26T14:15:00.000+08:00

How was Christmas, everyone?

under your mistletoe.

♥

Drama(s) in one day.

2009-12-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

The day before getting my PMR result is so so so pressure. I could not sleep! I wasted 1 hour laying on my bed. Around 2am only I fell asleep. Before that, I had my panic attack. THRICE! It took me very long to calm down. I feel so nauseous. So then..

Woke up at 9. Drag till 9.15am. Then saw YenPou's horrifying message. "Two hours more." Deng. My whole body went FROZEN. I can feel the numbness of my legs. My thick blanket is not even enough to warm me up. Then YenPou called. chatted till around 10am. I was completely calmed. Went down. Ate breakfast. Chatted with mommy. Then online. Chatted with James. and my 'dear' (lmao. don't ask.) Then prepare..

Went into the car ...

Still near my house.. I felt nervous again.. I wanted to know how will my mom react if I didn't get straight As'. So I asked her.. She was like, "Then you take care of yourself. (Ni zhi ji bao zhong ba)" Her reaction was hard to tell. So I scared if I really didn't get straight As' she will go mad/disappointed ergo increase of high blood pressure/suffer from depression. (CHOI!)

On the way there.. SO MUCH PRESSURE YOU PEOPLE ARE GIVING ME OK!!! All the smses.. all the emails.. all the calls.. wanting to know my results! My mom got a bit annoyed because my phones kept ringing. =__= I simply just ignored all. XP

When we reached school.. I really don't want to get down. I gave my pleading eyes to my mom and almost asked her to turn around and go back home. But she told me to go down first and she will go park the car. No choice lor! I purposely walk slowly to the stairs. Then I saw YenPou and her mom.. looking at her results.. wah. panic attack again. so YenPou accompanied me. I saw Ms. Joseph first.. smiled nervously at her.. she ask me why. I said, nervous. =__= Then waited for Boon Ping.. then my turn.. I wrote down my name.. Pn. Suhibah made me even more nervous.. she gave me the slip.. but I still don't want to see it.

Then YenPou offered to look.. but I still don't want.. Then my mom came!! I was still reluctant to look..

Then finally.. I dared myself..

Stared into the slip..

BM - A (OMG!!)
ENG - A
MATHS - A
SEJARAH - A
SCIENCE - A
GEOG - A
KH - A ( DOUBLE OMG!!!!!)

My mouth went wide open.. twice.. =__= then I heard Ms. Joseph said something about my reaction and about my mouth hanging open to Pn. Sivam.. and then I saw my mom's excited face.. and then and then.. I JUMPED FOR JOY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"STRAIGHT As'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I spoke to myself, "REALLY mah?!?!?" ... "ZHEN DE MAH?" "ZHEN DE mahhh?!?!?"

Then I handed my slip to Ms. Joseph I think.. and force-hug my mom! She nearly toppled over I think. oops.

Called my dad. Called my sissy. Called my da jie. I know.. it's just PMR.. big deal. It's not like I'm pregnant or something. but who cares :D

After that I went Aeon with YenPou. Reloaded my old Digi number. (yes. I got new number.) and spam almost everyone. TEEHEE :D I was seriously happy. Till.. I used too much and then I felt completely nothing liao. It's like.. straight As'..blah..

Then the day went on with Sheau Hui and Fei San.. Watched Avatar.. Not my personal favourite but still acceptable.. Then I bought a christmas gift for my family :) Yes. 1 gift. for a whole family. because I bankrupt already. Then went back home. Something happened with the car. and my mom said, "Oh yes! Good! Got traffic jam! Then I can drive slowly."

First time I heard people being HAPPY about traffic jams. =__=

PS : I NEARLY CONFESSED MY SINS TO MY MOM IN THE CAR BEFORE GETTING MY RESULTS!!!!

PPS : ABOUT NOT STUDYING BEFORE PMR!!! Luckily I didn't spill that out!! If not.. die. =__= She will probably go, "NO WONDER YOU SO NERVOUS! HOW DARE YOU NOT STUDY BEFORE PMR.. DO YOU KNOW HOW IMPORTANT THIS IS.. ^@#%*!^@)#*$&*@^# ... "

PPPS : I am one lucky shit.

PPPPS : THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO PRAYED FOR ME, WHO WISHED ME, WHO COMFORT ME, WHO SAID CONGRATS AND WHO CONCERNED ABOUT ME. THANKS!!! Thanks to all the Aunties also. It means a lot :)

TAG. because I too boring.

2009-12-23T15:25:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Alexis :Things You Don't Know About Me Until You Read This:

1. What colour is your toothbrush?
♥ ALL-SHINY-WHITE! haha :D

2. Name one person that made you smile today.
♥ Someone :) He made me smile the whole day!

3. What were you doing at 8 AM?
♥ Sleeping.

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?

♥ Still sleeping.

5. What was the last thing you had to drink?

♥ Tong Sui.

6. Who is the last person who sent a message to you on facebook?

♥ Ishiki Shiki

7. Ever go camping?

♥ neverrrrrr!

8. Do you go to church every Sunday?

♥ Just recently..

9. What did your last text message say?

♥ wahlao. cannot! too private to write on blog. feel free to ask me. or I should skip to the previous one. "Awk.. bglake?Sorilaa, k.."

10. Where is your dad?

♥ Working.

11. Look to your left, what do you see?
♥ Cupboard. Bottles. Lotion. Hand cream. Tweezers. Pendrives. Books.

12. What color is your watch?

♥ Silver!! (I ♥ Swatch!) and Orange. Adidas =,=

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
♥ Watching movie. Stealing pictures.

14. How old are you?
♥ 51.

15. Do you want to change your name?

♥ no. I want to have LOTS of names. HAh.

16. How many kids do you want to have?

♥ Probably 3 or 4. Maybe twins :) [I actually have two now. A twin. One boy and one girl. *coughs* inside story]

17. Would you kiss any of your Facebook friends?
♥ lmao. no.

18. Who are the best huggers that you know?

♥ My sissy. and my mom!! :D

19. List three favorite colors/shades.
♥ PURPLE! PINK! RED!

20. Have you ever fallen in love?

♥ Yeap.

21. How did you get your worst scar?

♥ Kneeling down while opening a glass cupboard and accidentally cut myself right above my right knee. BIG scar!

22. Do you like cats?

♥ NO!

23. Do you love anyone?

♥ YES! :D Lots !! I very playboy one. *smirks*

24. What do you hope to get on your birthday?
♥ Stuffs. Stuff that are beyond their budget. So I won't bother hoping anymore.

25. Do you plan any trip for your next coming?
♥ have to ask my parents =__=

26. What do you usually do during the day?
♥ Tv. Facebook. Twitter. Youtube. Eat.

27. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?

♥ Couldn't remember.

28. Is anyone jealous of you?

♥ My sissy! LOL. Cause she got fatter liao. and I'm still the same. TEEHEE.

29. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?

♥ my pumps :D and high heels ♥

30. Last song listened to?

♥ Zai Ni Huai Li de Wei Xiao - Rainie Yang

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?

♥ Daddy.

32. What is your favorite number?

♥ 911 !!! :D

Date.

2009-12-21T12:43:00.000+08:00

So here's a little something before I start my extra-very-the-long post about my awesome trips. This is to bribe you all because I haven't even upload pictures into my lappie. mwuahaha. okay. maybe after PMR results comes out. then I will get a new UPDATED (this lappie i'm using so outdated lor.) lappie and then I'll post as much as I want. Courtesy to my dad who is willing to sponsor me a handphone and a lappie :D so gentleman, my dad. LOL.

*clears throat*

On Winnie's birthday, my date and I decided to go to Aeon to celebrate for her. But shockingly.. at the very last minute.. Winnie said it was cancelled. =__= So okay, nevermind. Then my date and I will go on a REAL date. We were very happy then. A romantic date.. but!! on the day it arrives.. Winnie said she's coming. =__= kaboom. worst date ever. kidding.

My date arrived first.. and I arrived an hour later. *ahem* so anyway.. we went and bought Winnie's prezzies and then went to hunt for food.

@ Vivo's.

my date ♥..

LOOOL.

Then the food took so long to come so I did a little camwhore fest!

hoho.

beware.. vain pictures of me!

=__= kacau.

my drink! Hot mocha.. loveees..

date's spaghetti & mushroom soup..

mine's beef lasagna.. :)

And then Winnie came.. FINALLY. chat chat chat then time for movie :)

Me and my date got ourselves a couple seat while Winnie got herself a cheap single ticket =_=

our fail attempt of trying to be couple-ish :D

stupid phone camera.. LOL.

Oh yeah. we watched Storm Warriors II. Damn regret. Lots of slow motions. So boring.. and annoying.. After movie.. we walked to 7-Eleven.. and then walk back Aeon. lmao. and then went back home =____=

♥ ♥ ♥

My jie said my eyes are big. but I think not big enough leh. LOL. kidding.
Ew.. My nose so fugly. (Don't look!!)

Yours truly..

PS : Sorry for the low quality of some pictures.. cause I'm using the secondary camera..
PPS : I saw V-Sern at the cinema.. with girls.. =_= *ahem*

Announcement

2009-12-19T17:15:00.000+08:00

DENG. Why so many people going Japan this year?!?! Makes me miss Japan SO SO SO SO SO MUCH lor. So I've decided to continue to blog about my Japan trip..!!! ;D Really must recommend Japan to you guys!! 100% of fun guaranteed! And and.. other than that.. I seriously want to made up for all the trips that I didn't blog about. Europe.. Australia.. and now China..

AND AND.. About all things I did after PMR. (should be a very very very long post =__=)

KTHXBYE!

My Love.

2009-12-13T15:11:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OHHHHH MYYYY GAWWWWD

I DREAMED OF KIM JEONG HOON TODAY!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

THIS IS A W E S O M E ;D

I dreamed that he and I had histories together.

♥

*melts*

he is soooooo ADORABLE in my dream!!!

and somehow I dreamed that May Jean is my BEST FRIEND.

LOOOL. weird.

Almost done!

2009-12-10T01:54:00.000+08:00

OKAY, PHEW! After don't know how many freaking 374916248 hours, I finally managed to edit my blog till leng leng. It's hard work okay! You think it all comes in a package?!?! I have to SEPERATELY do the the titles font.. the post divider.. the signature.. the layout.. the links.. And I have to freaking deal with so many freaking HTMLs SO YOU ALL BETTER FREAKING APPRECIATE!! I even put snow!! SEE, YOU DIDN'T NOTICE THE SNOW RIGHT?!?!?! IS THIS HOW YOU APPRECIATE PEOPLE'S HARDWORK??!?! IS IT!?!??! *ahem*

I haven't find the perfect header and the footer yet. I'm so freaking lazy liao. And I'm thinking of creating a menu bar. For the sake of tidiness in my blog. But!! Of course that will take a while.. because I have to design the menu bar myself. And I don't have Photoshop. So it will be more head-scratching-and-hair-pulling for me. And and.. I want a blinkie!! ;D And I shall force everyone to grab my blinkie when it's done. tee-hee.

okthanksbye!

Baby Blues

2009-12-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

Alright. I will update about my trip to China. But before I blog about it, I will blog about something. I still remembered our promise (I forgot who but I remembered Mingzhi, Sheau Hui, Yen Pou and me) that we will each put a picture of us when we were babies on the blog. (remember???) SO yeah, I would like to keep my promise ~~and bribe all of you to keep coming to my blog with my CUTE baby pictures~~.

Believe me.. most of my baby pictures are so EMBARRASSING! Pulling my skirt up.. Got stuck in a pail.. Naked in a pail.. *ahem*

I found this picture of my mother. Wahlao@&^#%!(@*&^%#$ !!! How can I NOT be pretty like THAT?!?! WHY AM I NOT FAIR?!?! ~~I am blaming dad~~. Kidding.